Trust me I know that I'm too old to identify with Holden(Caulfield)īut lately I'm feeling everyone is. Now it's just a checklist of the things I hate in all my exes Just a text that says, "I hope you're ok. When I wake up in the morning, no missed calls I'm "on one" tonight meeting strangers in an empty pool The nights we spent as hedonists in your car making love. Let the stars align in the way that they're meant to be You make me cry like a little baby, and only you can do that because I have so much for you in me." Even though we're not together I don't ever wanna feel a great distance between us because no matter what you're my best friend. Last night was lovely and I'm so sorry I can't be with you right now but growing up is SO hard. I shouldn't be here right now but I picked up another note in my handwriting saying. Or that tri-tip sandwich that I ate at that football game that made my stomach sick and you danced around me to cheer me up I'm gunna get me some Sugar and some Honey"Ī response in your handwriting saying, "Andres you can't keep skipping Jazz band to give me Spanish lessons"īut I kept skipping jazz band didn't I sweety?Īnd we kept ditching school together whenever there was a late startĪnd I remember how intimidated I was by your mom before she warmed up to me "Dear mamabear you know that I'm getting very hungry, so I'll be making my way back to your pantry. In your room was a box of things on your floor and a peculiar treasure chest of NOTES. It still smells like candles it was clear that no one was home but I still hoped to find you here.
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I still knew how to get in through the back I was getting drunk down the street at David's house when I decided to pay your old room a visit. How dare your parents sell that house that you grew up in without consulting me Maybe someday I'll find myself back on your shelf again Would I still be your Superhero or did I not save you when you needed me the most I think that I need a tragedy to happen to restore my. Maybe I don't need a tragedy to happen to restore my.
Maybe I don't need a tragedy to happen to restore my faith?
Maybe everything i write is personal, perhaps a simile?Įither way it's not a question if or not my soul is getting saved Maybe I am not in love and this is "Comfortability" Maybe I'm crazy or maybe intelligent, maybe irrelevant, maybe I'm prevalent Maybe I end up in your memory as an enemy, maybe a son or a friend in me? If only they knew how I act on a tour, it would piss everyone off Somedays I wake up hot, some days I wake up coldĪnd I show up to your family gathering with a pair of funny socks Or Maybe wake up in a cell just swallowing my tearsĪt this point it's hard to see which way I will go Or maybe end up knocking up a girl and pay the price Maybe I'll just settle down like, "Kids, and House, and Wife:)" Maybe I don't need a tragedy to happen to restore my faith Maybe I hold my breath and blame it on the moon )Įither way it's not a question if my soul is ever getting saved Maybe I take blame for the shitty things I do Or maybe I'll become one of those "reformed addict" pastors Maybe I'll drink myself into an early casket Or maybe I'll just give up on music, like it' a hobby Maybe I'll be rich and famous by the time I'm thirty I need a substance that'll bring me to the brink of death, that's when I really feel alive That's why we're never happy, a bunch of spoiled brats you'll see we're throwing lots of tantrums We all seem to desire more than the necessities Won't drink out the faucet, but take a stranger's shot and toss it back to where it hurts most. I've got a guilty conscience, that's why I take you shopping often So if you got some shit to say i hope you know it doesn't change that you will die You're either with me 'till the end or not at all. I guess they just don't understand how all this really work Some of my fans slander me and drag me through the dirt Wish I could go back to those days when I was 16 Who am I supposed to cuddle with when I come back in town? My friends have been burdened with my secretsĪnd even if you found out just how bad I've been it doesn't change that we will dieĪll my exes packed up all their shit and moved away My girl says she wants to get a dog and have my sonīut Fuck all that right now I need to make it to the top Soon as I step outside I break out in hivesīut that's enough for orange juice and vodka What's the point in getting out of bed today?
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